Anybody else ever "lose it"
Fri, 2008-01-18 07:50 — TapperOuter
I did. It has been a hard week. Buying a house. Rolling hard and work is just the way work always seems to be. I was rolling with my friend and instructor. He's a great guy and was just rolling hard with me .. either to punish me or make me better. it's hard to tell. After getting elbowed in the (already black and blue) eye, my arm popped, my wrist wrecked, and my hip torqued. I just F'ing lost it. Let loose a short profanity laced outburst (only five of us in the gym all male adults just fyi) i through off my gi and left. For the moment i just couldn't handle underperforming. i couldn't handle the pain or frustration. I am going to take afew days off to get my head right, but i wanted to know if any of the more experienced grapplers ever have this happen. or if i am just a big bitch.
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